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| Its decided...I will study and register for HR course...Time to move on...no matter how hard it takes, I can do it with Abba's strength........ | | |
| I have the interest to learn violin probably after I finish my course....so many interests all have to queue up... feels good to perform in stage...in front of all audience....hee | | |
| HKG here I come... I feel really excited , the last time I been there was like in 2006 so its gonna be fun..fun... I have decided to take hr course in Aug 2010 and commit all this to Abba...My dept is not recruiting anyone so I have to learn to simplify my job...tasks can be easy but there;s lots of follow up to do...Abba, I need help....and if I can't cope with all these, I am gonna make the decision to move on.... In Aug 18, it will be my 2 years at NYK...its so fast and I have learnt many useful applications at NYK. more frens/coll/buddies, more lunch partners, more recognition at work..I just hope that I will land in another post that I will truly enjoy and not procastinate...stop procastinating it will not do me good at all........ | | |
| I broke down many times this month to an extent I skip work and took half dae leave...Was I being so depressed...There were many issues in my mind..I wanna study but judging at my admin dept headcount, we are just shorthanded and I dunno if I can stay long here to study...I rather go find work elsewhere where I am stable and study soon..... I am not sure if telling boss helps after all he said no no to increase headcount...so telling doesn't help...or am i giving myself just additional stress....My heart is not at this place anymore...but I still wanna continue on n endure cos I am used to this place but not the work scope...I tell myself I must overcome this stress, I have to face it sooner or later but each time I just feel extremely tired....doing hr is just an alternative lest I get retrenched in future...so since I am young, I should endure as much as possible cos when I am old , there is no energy left...but I am so confused.......... Telling my family, I do not think they will understand...so I will just hide n cover..........commit all these to God...... | | |
| Very demoralise over recent co reshuffle and omission of impt issue in my dept...Its time to start planning for myself....there are no gurantees in life but at least u have attempted to move on............ | | |
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